life is getting great lately. i'm back at my previous job, a responsibility that i've left before. i never thought that i would be in this society again after i decided to leave my FAITH. thanked God for giving me another chance.
sometimes, when life gets so hard, we are prone to leave our faith. it always happen to me since i experience a BIG fall in my life. the thing is that, during this hard time i get whatever i want. my study is also getting okay but there's just something incomplete inside. it feels as if there's a big hole everywhere i go. feeling of insecurity, fear and exhaustion. i also realized that i get exhausted so easily. sleep at 9.00 pm and wake up only to skip the whole class next morning.
now, it doesn't really matter to me. what i fear is now gradually disappearing. it's true that i still unsure about my future but knowing that there's Someone who holds my future is really ENCOURAGING to live another tomorrow. thanks Jesus, my saving Grace.
sometimes, when life gets so hard, we are prone to leave our faith. it always happen to me since i experience a BIG fall in my life. the thing is that, during this hard time i get whatever i want. my study is also getting okay but there's just something incomplete inside. it feels as if there's a big hole everywhere i go. feeling of insecurity, fear and exhaustion. i also realized that i get exhausted so easily. sleep at 9.00 pm and wake up only to skip the whole class next morning.
now, it doesn't really matter to me. what i fear is now gradually disappearing. it's true that i still unsure about my future but knowing that there's Someone who holds my future is really ENCOURAGING to live another tomorrow. thanks Jesus, my saving Grace.
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